Expectations

I find that I say “I don’t expect” on the outside, to other people, but inside I fully expect things – like that he will call, I will get the job, I will succeed, that people will come, I will fall in love, etc.

I think when i say i don’t expect such and such to happen, it is only my defense mechanism…. I don’t want to be disappointed so i would rather say that it will not happen.