Go To The Movies Alone ..

Have you ever watched a movie at the cinema alone? Well, I’ve never been to the movies alone, but it sounds cool. I respect people that go by themselves!! I've always thought that people who are willing to go to the cinema alone are really self assured people. There is nothing to feel conspicuous about - I mean if no else is going to see the movie, what are you gonna do, just miss it and never get the chance to see it at the cinema?

Although I’ve never been to the movies by myself, I’ve always wanted to! Going to a public place and doing an activity that you’d normally do with a group of friends (movies, shopping) except by yourself would be a really new, interesting experience. You wouldn’t have to be concerned with being social, you could just people-watch. You’d look all cool and mysterious being by yourself.

Colors

Do you choose ur clothes based on the color of the mood you are feeling or wish to portray that day? For me .. I’ll pick whatever I feel like playing with that day, and hope it doesn’t clash with everything else I’m wearing! Whatever colour clothes i am wearing for the day definitely has to match the colour of my eye makeup. But if I am wearing black, I make sure that the eye makeup, the colour of my bag and shoes for the day matches else I will just have too many colours on me. The last thing I want is to avoid looking like a lighted Christmas tree !!!

I Can't Sleep Tonight

It's 1.40am and i can't sleep. I am so tired, partially weak but only because I cannot sleep. I have too many things going on in my mind right now!! How can I go to sleep without the use of sleeping pills or knocking myself out?

Expectations

I find that I say “I don’t expect” on the outside, to other people, but inside I fully expect things – like that he will call, I will get the job, I will succeed, that people will come, I will fall in love, etc.

I think when i say i don’t expect such and such to happen, it is only my defense mechanism…. I don’t want to be disappointed so i would rather say that it will not happen.

Photography

Recently I started my new hobby ~ photography. Totally I was started from nothing to this hobby and frankly speaking I don't know all about cameras not even a point and shot!!! but I keep asking my self now " Why now, I only started this hobby? This is really fun!!!! LOL!!!!This is really an addicted hobby that you cannot stop from doing..... I really love to learn from others fantastic photos... and keep inspiring me every time I open my flickr... Just to make it short... I was still on the process of learning to this hobby and I really needs your inputs for me to improve... I love this hobby very much!!!! this is really fun!!! happy shooting to everyone!!!!

My True Color

Close my eyes,
start to lost in the thought of the old days.
Something is painful,
something is cheerful,
but most of the time is so peaceful.
Just like dusts, fake in the rain.
No feeling, no taste, and no color.

Open my eyes,
start to realize the importance of nowadays.
It is never too late to start,
even with pieces of broken hearts.
So, happy, stating to see the true color,

I really want to,
to be the sunflowers,
brooming in the thunderstorm.
I really want to,
to be a free grass seed,
spinning in the strong wind.
Only if I really want to,
one day,
I gonna have my own color.

My New Blog My Second Blog

I actually started up my first blog about 2 years ago but i keeping them to where only myself can view. Yeah, it's been a while since my previous post. I have no excuses, besides being extremely lazy. Well, some changes are happening, i think i won't be posting there anymore and i will just let it die a natural death. Ok guys, this will be my brand new blog called ' My True Colours' and is up and running now! Anything and everything .. whatever i want to blog about, nothing specific, anything goes.